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A Year Ago Today 一年前

A year ago today, I uprooted my life from northern California and moved down here to southern California in search of a better me, a happier me. It wasn’t a last-minute decision, but anyone who knows me well knows that it wasn’t an easy decision.

October of 2016 did not shine too brightly on my husband and I. Both of us received the news that our jobs at that time were not going to be permanent ones any longer. We clearly examined our situation and it was an easy decision that moving to southern California was the best option. Silicon Valley was simply too expensive to live in, especially since we were in the heart of it. Who can compete with couples with dual income working at Google, Facebook, Apple buying houses left and right driving up house prices.  I could have waited for hubby to finish his term at the end of April to move with him. I could have leisurely waited in the comfort of my own home to wait out the “storm”. There were so many possibilities, but I just couldn’t wait any longer for something to happen. I wanted to truly be in charge for once in my life. I don’t recall when or why I decided to move on February 8th. However once I made that decision, I was determined.

That was the lowest point in my life where I had no goal, no purpose. I just knew I needed a major change. I’m not trying to sound so dramatic; I’ve had 4 other major moves in my life. This one though, it was completely up to me, which was a first for me. No one could understand the pain I bare in my heart to leave my parents behind, but I wanted to make sure I finally take charge of my life.

A year ago today, I would have never thought I would be where I am today. Living in a home with my name on it, with 2 fun-loving cats, and writing on my own blog. It is not just what I have tangibly, but the feeling of confidence, strength and ambition.  I couldn’t have done this without my sister’s family to accept me into their loving home. Also my hubby who I love so deeply and perhaps not express so explicitly. My family is my rock and I am theirs.

A year ago today, I knew it was time to change my life for the better.

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All the cute gifts waiting for me at my sister’s home when I arrived a year ago! To help me not miss hubby, they made me an awesome frame to put our pics in it!
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Intro video coming soon!!

Long overdue introduction video will be uploaded soon(in a day or two). Don’t forget to check back!

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Keeping track

Technology is supposed to be great now we are in the 21 century. You would think between our cell phone, laptop, test meter and blood pressure machine there is an easier way to keep track of all your numbers. 

It seems simple enough, you test your blood and it’s in the meter. It’s also wonderful that your doctor’s office can download your numbers from your test meter. But how about when their machine breakdown half of the times when you go visit? It basically made me waste time going over my numbers manually with my doctor and wasted a good 20 minutes. Is this what I pay $40 copay for? I don’t think so. 

Now I’m taking the liberty to track my numbers correctly and efficiently, via Google sheets. I’ve created a log where no questions will be left un answered. Such as did you take Humalog with that meal? What carb did you eat with breakfast? Etc.

I’m also making this log public so everyone can help keep me accountable for how I’m doing and if I’m being a good girl. 🙂

Diet and exercise. Doing it right!

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Learning

I am now basically a big walking cliché. All the things I’ve heard but not taken to heart are beginning to be a reality for me. Maybe it’s age, maybe it’s my illness. Though now the reason doesn’t seem to matter so much, as long as I learn my lesson.

Don’t take things for granted.

A day where you don’t learn something new, is a day not lived.

I could go on and on, but why. None of these are new concepts. I’m not here to teach anyone anything but to share my journey. If you get joy, new information, or just like to know what I’m doing; I welcome you to continue my journey with me. And please feel free to drop a line.

This new journey is so exciting and nerve-racking at the same time. Even though the cause wasn’t a great one, but why not make the journey a durable one. I’ve learned iMovie is a great tool. I’m still a beginner at it, but at least I’ve learned something I never knew how to operate before. I’ve learned new words like nephrologist, and proteinuria. I’ve also learned that I need to be strong, for no one else but myself.

I used to believe I need to set big goals, and find out the mystery in life. With everything that is happening, I’ve learned to set smaller, more obtainable goals one at a time. It may seem like I’m going backwards in life. But who is really the judge to say, which stage needs to happen at what age.

Now I want to learn how to make videos more pleasing to the eye. It may be that I need a tri-pod or need to learn how to edit the videos more. I also need to get my glucose down to about 90-95 in the morning. The last 2 weeks I’ve gotten it down to about 100-115. So I know I can do it. Don’t lose sight of why I’m doing all of this! I want to be able to have a choice to get pregnant and give my child a fighting chance at a healthier life.

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Sugar Free Brownie

This past weekend I made sugar free brownie for the first time. My hubby(non-diabetic) was the tester and he approves! It did not have any after taste, so yummy! Since it’s got about 24g of carbs in 12th of a package, I could only eat one per snack time. At least now I have a great dessert to have when I’m craving chocolate! 

 

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Stress

The root cause of my chronic illness, stress! Many people, myself included thought that eating sugar or candy is what causes diabetes. However there are many other factors. Genes, diet, stress.

I’m not a doctor nor have a degree in anything medical related. But going through this invisible disease I’m slowly understanding more and more that stress has a bigger part than anyone could imagine.

It’s almost midnight. More on this topic in a vlog at a later time!

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Just the beginning

So glad this is up and running. It is so in the baby stages right now but that’s okay. Too many of my pictures, ideas, and videos (new addition) are spread out everywhere. I love having this centralized location for all of it. All of ME! Check back often, more contents will be posted any time! 

Hang on tight with the logistics of the site. I am too excited to get my thoughts out first! 😀

 

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