Test after test, this feels never ending. Doctor mentioned surrogacy. First time seriously considering pursuing that route. Would love to get off of these medications I’m currently on that’s approved for pregnancy. Even though they are safe for pregnancy, I’m not loving the side affects. Extremely tiredness, tingling scalp, dizziness, stuffy nose. Makes me feel like I’m sick all the time.

One take away is, don’t take too long to try and have baby. You never know what obstacles you may come across.

February 22, 2019

What a week. Haven’t felt this tired in awhile. Here’s a long entry that talks about all the good and bad this week.

February 13th 2019

Learning about insulin pump. Trying to figure out my next step.

Distracted or distractions?

Why do I try to make things difficult for myself by doing too many things at once? Do I really need to be doing multiple things at once? I really just want to find a way to not over think all the time.