June 18th 2019

Feels like we are the only ones that didn’t and doesnt celebrate father’s day. I just hate not being able to cheer up JR.

Feels so wrong to not be happy and cheery after a nice long vacation. But when 2 deaths in the family happens back to back, can’t help but wonder if bad things really comes in threes.

Venting

Feeling unachieved and useless.

It may be a phase but I don’t really like how it is making me doubt myself.